lately i have started to feel like school is a waste of my time. :/
also
i feel like distant from my own life. like i am not there experiencing it and i will wake up from it soon…
I spent last night at Jon’s house and this morning I stayed there even thogh Jon and Josh went to work. I watched a couple movies and then decided to go home because I started panicking over nothing. I went home and popped one of my xanax and now I feel all woozy. blegh. I tried to call Adam, but apparently my phone has been turned off. Now I am freaking out more in my head, but my body is not reacting similarly. I really wish I could just talk to Adam right now. I’m trying not to focus on anything and just keep typing without thinking about what I am writing. Spongebob is on as well, so at least that is distracting. I have work in 3.75 hours. I should be un-woozy by then.
bjeoigawojgnaegaeiubfahejofwkl m I need to stop.
bye.
bored in an airport
I am terribly bored. I am stuck in this Philly airport until 1:50pm and I got here at 10:30ish. It’s only NOON! GAH!
I got my hair cut while I was in FL and I dislike it very much. It’s coming up in the next post. I took a picture of it.
I wish I had something to do that didn’t get boring after like 5 min. :/
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Right as Rain by Adele as sung by me.
The instrumental is from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Img5ncSvCQ
